"My problem with alcohol"

I had a court order for an Alcohol Treatment Requirement as part of my sentence following a Crown Court trial in which I was found guilty.  I was assigned a key worker,  who works for One Bucks Recovery.  She is based in High Wycombe.  My drinking was a problem and she helped me with advice and practical solutions to try controlled drinking. 

Unfortunately, my alcoholism was severe and as much as I tried to drink in a steady, controlled manner I just couldn't seem to manage it.  Vicky suggested abstinence but I was too scared of the thought of stopping drinking altogether. 

However, deep down I knew I couldn't continue along that path.  I had been to Alcoholics Anonymous many years before and I decided to try the AA programme again.  It's been the best thing I could have done.  My health has improved, including my mental health.  My relationships with my family have improved and generally I feel much happier.  I also feel much calmer! 

I've now been sober for over ten weeks.  It's not always easy but I've a sponsor, friends and AA meetings to discuss my problems and frustrations. 

I would rather be where I am now than miserable, drunk, anxious and wondering where my next drink is coming from! 

My key worker, my probation officer and my friends and family can't believe the change in me.  

AA has taught me a lot.  I'm putting the work in and I'm starting to see the rewards already.