"Don't understand anxiety nor depression"

So I've been suffering anxiety and depression for about 10 years now.so my doctor calls me today, first thing she's says is don't shout .I have a throat problem to at the moment which is being look at. so I'm talking to the doctor on phone about the way my condition is making me feel ,she tells me to not shout and puts the phone down .there is a problem everytime I speak to my doctors they always have attitude with me because I find it hard to express myself properly because of the anxiety and depression..so thanks for listening to me and being considerate about my wellbeing I feel so much better for specking to you .NOT.uve even had to pay for second opinion on MRI scans because the NHs cur even tell you your diagnosis.