"Bad experience with CMHRS"

I was reffered by A and E and I feel that they had no intention of helping me. My wife had to chase the appointment that’s how serious they took me. I did not like the way the Dr was more interested in asking about others in my house. I did not like the way the Dr hardly spoke to me and addressed my wife. When the Dr asked a question about a period of my life when I was no known to mental health services they responded to me with a sarcastic comment. I did not like the way that I feel completely humiliated by them. I don’t like the way that I can not move on. I don’t like the way I was treated and I am sure it is because of my age and gender. I don’t like the way I have paid tax most of my life and when I need the NHS the most it has no intention of helping me. My GP keeps telling me that I need to be reffered back because I keep hearing voices but I can not go back so I have no support and I don’t know what to do.