"Shocking been totally messed around since April"

Shocking appointments made turned up only told to be cancelled my cancer was supposed to be in bladder and not spread but had to wait so long for operation then once opened it was all over. Still in shocking pain admitted again left hand doesn't know what the right hand is doing and then to be so insulted after been told any day could be my last a nurse said i wasn't poorly and repeatedly said it then denied they said it even though they we're 7 of us in the room. Disappointed and upset by all