"No medication "

I have hypertension and it’s very bad I’m hard of hearing so can’t contact the surgery so I have an arrangement to have all of my meds once a week I have struggled leaving the house but as I ran out of drugs as the two weeks supply went wrong once again so I’ve been left with no life saving meds again even though I went to the pharmacy and fell again and asked for my prescription again and they said they will deliver I would call butt being deaf I’ve given up so now I’m hoping I will die maybe then they just might care about people I’m tired get headaches the reason I wanted two weeks one spare is because being in bed most of the time and not hearing the door has major problems but know one cares and I don’t any more so that’s it I will document it as I tried again to get my drugs but have run out again