When my little boy was born I experienced Post Partum Psychosis (PPP) which effects 1 in 1000 women. When my little boy was 10 days old I went to A&E as we knew something wasn’t right. I was convinced that I was going to die and I was starting to lose touch with reality and felt like I couldn’t trust anyone which was all part of the PPP.
Thankfully there was a space in the Mother and Baby Unit (MBU) at St Johns where I stayed for one month and received amazing care to get better and got to stay with my son the whole time. I will forever be thankful for the amazing care that our family received in the MBU when we were at our most vulnerable. I was so lucky to get a space and wish there were more beds available for mums with their babies.
When I was discharged I still had a long way to go. I found it very hard not being allowed to drive for three months and felt I had lost all confidence and didn’t know who I was anymore. I struggled being on medication feeling that it made me feel very detached but with the help from my CPN we were able to reduce the dose gradually and start to normalise the thoughts that I was having.
Having the follow on care from the CPN and the flexibility of seeing you at home, telephone calls or at the hospital really was reassuring and so helpful. Thankfully almost a year on I have now been completely discharged and enjoying life with my beautiful family and appreciating the small things in life.
I will always be very grateful for all the staff at Forth Valley and for the MBU at St John’s.
"Postpartum Pshychosis"
About: Community Mental Health Services Community Mental Health Services FK5 4WR St John's Hospital / Mental Health Mother and Baby Unit St John's Hospital Mental Health Mother and Baby Unit EH54 6PP
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