"Lack of compassion"

I have been with this doctors for 15years...they Barely lift there eyes from their screen to discuss what is is you need you discuss in your 5 mins appt. If u are feeling suicidal or depressed as I was they will offer you citalopram without even asking why u feel down or just a kind word!!! They do not care one tiny bit for their patients and in all the time I have been at this surgery I have never felt satisfied my doctor was able to make me feel assured. If anything the opposite..i get anxiety when I know I need to see a doc and put it off as I can't face the ignorance of this surgery I want to find a new surgery but don't have the strength to do that either! I have no thyroid gland and a spinal cage and am in pain every day but I am looked at like I am lying. One doctor was the only one who showed any kindness and he left. I am struggling with my pain but my doctor/nurse does not care at all I wish I could find a new doctors. I have been through domestic violence miscarriage spinal surgery thyroid removal and anxiety and depression and can't speak to my doctor!!!!!! That says a lot about them ?? thankyou