I was admitted to Finch Ward after a suicide attempt approximately 3 years ago. I was extremely depressed. I've suffered from Clinical depression for the last 30 years. This was my first suicide attempt.
When I got there the Ward was very cold. Winter had just kicked in and it seemed that they hadn't gotten around to getting the heating going. I was extremely cold in bed with not enough blankets to keep me warm. I requested some more blankets from the office but got nothing. When I went back to the office to request them again I was treated like I was a troublemaker. Finally, I had to get my sister to bring me in a duvet from home.
Another big problem was that there was no stimulation on the Ward, no television, no radio, no books, nothing. The only thing there seemed to be to do was to talk to other patients which wasn't altogether as therapuetic as you say you offer. The nurses didn't interact with the patients at all and just left them to their own devices. The nurses hung around the office all the time, just being among themselves.
Another thing I remember is that the whole place was painted white. Is this supposed to be therapeutic?
I would expect a psychiatric ward to be a place of refuge, a caring and warm environment. This wasn't my experience in Finch Ward.
The big problem for me is that if I'm suicidal again and I admit it to my Care-Coordinator, they will send me to a psychiatric ward such as yours to be on suicide watch etc.. But going to a place like Finch Ward is just going to a place of greater suffering than being at home. So I'm unwilling to be honest with them if that situation arises.
I don't understand why there aren't inspectors who can see all this, I feel that the staff are not caring for the patients.
Thank you for your time for reading this. I hope it can do some good.
"I would conceal a crisis from my Care Coordinator to avoid returning"
About: Lakeside Unit / Finch Ward Lakeside Unit Finch Ward TW7 6AF
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