"Neglectful Treatment"

Had original assessment in December after over a month of waiting. Results were never passed to doctor. Tried to get treatment, was told I needed to retake an assessment before I can have treatment, and that I was "on the list" for an appointment some time in the future. Eventually I was called, and an appointment was made for a month after. It is now 5th April, 6 months after I originally sought treatment. I have now been told that second assessment I arranged, that I was due to attend within the next few days, was cancelled the day after I arranged it. I am disgusted, I feel completely insignificant, and can come to no other conclusion other than these services want to subversively encourage people to act on their mental illnesses.