I had a situational crisis in 2018. This resulted in me having a criminal conviction and turning to alcohol to numb the pain.
It started off small and snowballed until it was out of control. During this time I lost two jobs, spent 5 days in the Royal Edinburgh Hospital and had multiple suicide attempts. After the last attempt I self-referred to CGL. The alcohol gave me relief for a very short period and was quickly followed by shame, self-loathing and disgust. It very nearly cost me my family.
Once I was in the system with CGL things improved. I attended meetings when I could and was eventually started on medication. I’ve been sober since July 2021. I’ve been discharged to the care of my GP now with the understanding I can reach out to CGL should I start to struggle.
My intention over the coming months is to find a group to attend so I have a support network in place if/when I need it. It would have been great for me if there was a meeting outwith office hours as I am now back working.
"Things improved once I was with CGL"
About: Change Grow Live / North West Recovery Service - Edinburgh Change Grow Live North West Recovery Service - Edinburgh Edinburgh EH4 4PH
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