"Loneliness, alcohol & food"

I’m a single person who worked very hard trying to pease everyone but me.

I wasn’t taking care of myself even though my body tried to tell me to slow down through broken bones and cancer.

Pandemic was the last drop: food is my addiction since I remember and I suddenly realised that I was also drinking too much, 1 l’iter and half of wine every day… I referred myself to my Gp and I was contacted by Bucks Recovery for the alcohol problem and by Whiteleaf for the bulimia.

Unfortunately nothing can be done for the bulimia (I asked to be hospitalised for 2 weeks but there is no availability) if not talking and I’m sick and tired of talking BUT the Buck Recovery was a good help also because I am. It drinking to make myself funnier or feeling stronger and better… I drink because I like the taste in my mouth and usually no more then 2 glasses but in this particular time I was drinking because I couldn’t sleep but I didn’t like it and, in top of this, I have diabetes so…not good, not good at all.