"A dark and enduring depression"
Posted by outflowsg89 (as ),
With the help of ORB, I was able to survive the most traumatic experience I had in my life; being locked up in a facility with very little to do for 2 months against my will. This led to a suicidal depression lasting over 4 months. The non-judgemental support given by the guy from ORB Aylesbury I met with on Ruby Ward contributed to the saving of my life (which had almost become Russian Roulette with the amount of pills issued to me.) I had researched the fatal overdose on each of them, and landed upon one which could do the deed (Albeit less comfortably, featuring convulsions, heart attacks and choking on own vomit, so far from the "peacefully drifting away" my soul craved).
Ps: in summary, choosing to spend time only with people with the endless patience to listen to me during a deep, dark and enduring depression ultimately saved my life. While Oxford Mental Health (who put me there) did precisely NOWT.