"Useless and possibly fictional"

After several suicide attempts I have been referred to the home treatment team, the first time they turned up six weeks After I was discharged from hospital after going into a coma from a prescription medication overdose. The second time they turned up a bit quicker after I threw myself in front of a train.

Now after being removed from a bridge by police and and ambulance crew I was allegedly referred by UCH but did not hear anything, after spending half the day trying to contact them I finally arranged an appointment but they have not turned, not phoned or texted me to explain so I officially give up completely with the NHS(No Help/Hope Service) and will just not bother asking for help anymore because if you feel worthless, then being completely ignored by the service that is meant to help you does nothing to minimise those negative emotions, in that it increases them.