"no consideration for womens feelings"

i had a medical termination early december which didnt work so i attended on 28th december for a surgical. i was told that me and 2 others before me would be done by 1:30 before the surgeon went on his dinner. 1:40 came and i started to become upset that i had to wait for so long. i hadnt eaten or had a drink all day on their orders, had to keep talking myself out of walking out of there when the head nirse came and asked of there was a problem. at this point i started having a mini panic attack with nerves, she was in my face telling me that i put myself in the position in the first place! i did everything i could not to get pregnant in the first place by using contraception bit it failed. she was shouting telling other nurses that i was abusive and aggresive for telling her to get out of my face and i walked away. she kicked a footstool out of the way that was keeping the waiting room door open and slammed the door telling me she will be telling them not to do the surgery. i was so upset. at 2:15 another nurse came for me and told me that they were ready for me. everything went well and i was taken into the recovery room, upset about what i had done. nurses were in there talking about midwifery and delivering babies! this is not how this establishment should be run. i got home and rang marie stopes to put in a complaint. they said they would look into it and contact me but im still waiting for an update 3 weeks on. dont go to marie stopes!!!