Attended apt with CPN in early May.. She wrote me a plan to follow if I felt worse over weekend. Followed plan. Rang Crisis Team around 11. 30 that night and they told me to go to A and E if I felt worse. Arrived at A and E (QMC) at approximately midnight with written note stating I was hearing voices, unable to speak, suicidal etc etc. Saw triage and asked to have blood test. Taken to another area where I hid behind a chair. Staff started shouting at me and telling me to get up, asked me my name and took me to cubicle for blood test. Gave lady my note and she said "how can people help you if you won't speak". She then tutted and said my veins were tricky. Then taken on bed and left in middle of A and E. next thing I remember I was sitting on concrete ledge on the bridge outside A and E not holding onto the railings, legs dangling over the drop. Don't know how I got there. Realised I had wet myself. Eventually 2 security guards hauled me over the railings to safety.
One of the security guards said he would try and find a lady to sit with me as I had been talking about past abuse (can't remember that either). Was taken to interview room to wait DPM. Security guard couldn't find a lady so sat in the corridor outside the room. Waited hours in this room alone. Not one member of staff checked on me, searched my bag or asked if I had harmed myself. Eventually lady from DPM came and asked me some questions. It seemed like she didn't even want to be there. She rang Haven House but it was full. She told me to go home and Crisis Team would ring me later that day.
As I was leaving the security guard asked the DPM lady why she was letting me leave after what had happened on the bridge. The lady said she knew nothing about it. The security guard tried to stop me leaving asking the DPM lady again if I could go. She said yes and I left.
The only care and compassion I received was from the security guard. I know A and E is overstretched but there was no trauma led or informed care by anyone that night. I felt that I had managed to carry out the Crisis plan by CPN had written but that this was a waste of time. I left feeling totally hopeless and invalidated and terrified and in a much worse state than when I had arrived.
Luckily I got a place in Haven House on the following Tuesday and the staff there were caring, compassionate, validating and truly amazing.
I do not want a response from the last person from Queens that left me an email address after my last complaint a year ago as I emailed her 3 times and she never replied.
I feel that something needs to be done regarding trauma led, trauma informed, trauma specific services and care and compassion in the MH service in general.
I would appreciate a reply as to why the incident on the bridge was not passed on to the DPM. Why I was left alone in a room for hours? And how there will be an improvement regarding the treatment of trauma survviors in the Mh system.
"No care and compassion in A and E and lack of communication"
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