"I'm at my wits end"

I was sectioned in 2022. I suffer daily with hallucinations anxiety and depression.  My meds are supposed to be delivered weekly. I have not had a decent continuity of medication since I was sectioned.

Whether it be the GP not sending out my script, the scripts not being sent out on time or the pharmacy not putting the correct medication in the bag then I feel they blame me, saying things like I'm asking for more when all I want is what I was prescribed.

I have now been denied delivery by the pharmacy because they keep doing this to me.

I have been ping ponged to the local mental health team and back because of medication. I had to come off a medication abruptly because my scripts weren't sent properly and now I feel like its all being done deliberately so I don't get better.

I have been complaining of hallucinations for 3 yrs and nothing has been done about it. I feel there is a massive lack of support. I don't feel heard. I feel fobbed off most of the time.

I'm at my wits end and considering going private.