"My mental health issues due to low mood and severe anxiety state."

I have suffered alot of very close bereavements since 2010.I lost my younger brother aged 42 years 😢 in 2010.My Dad 2 years later  in 2012.My Mom had a severe metal breakdown in 2013.My husband had a severe breakdown in 2017 was admitted to hospital with severe depression and psychosis.My Mom passed away March 2020 and three weeks after my Mom's funeral ,my big sister was found dead in her garage 😢 she died from a blood clot in her leg.My big sister was my number two Mom to me.Then to top it all covid hit .My sister's funeral was delayed until we could have twenty people 😔.I have been tr*umatised for a very long time.

Then when I thought things couldn't get any worse mh sister's son in his late 30ies was found dead in his bedroom 2023.I haven't got any children of my own ,my sisters children I treated like they were my own so it was like my own son  had died ,another heartbreaking close loss. I'm not sure how I managed to continue functioning.

All of the above have impacted greatly on my mental health and physical well being.It's been a long journey with great support to get back to feeling somewhat like my old self again .