"Typical don’t care attitude "

What a surprise I feel worse after seeking the doctors help, I wanted face to face but they don’t have the time of day to meet someone even though it’s once every 10 years I seek help, every I said just seemed to be ignored there was no digging in to the reason why my systems are happening, they seemed like the couldn’t get off the phone quick enough, makes me feel even lower about myself, makes me feel worthless and I should just suffer alone and till I die. Thanks for all the help and support