I need to see a specialist to get diagnosed. I have been waiting for 4 years.
There is never any progress. Ballenden house tells me now that they haven't done any assessments in 18 months. Looking at freedom of information requests from before then they were doing something like 30 or 40 a year. The waiting list is over a thousand people long. The only contact I have ever got from the NHS is them sending letters that if I don't respond to fast enough I get removed from the waiting list. It feels incredibly cruel.
My GP told me to get a private assessment if I could afford it and if it was high quality they would accept it and take over prescribing. I spent a lot of money that I can't afford to get the highest quality assessment I could. Now they tell me that almost immediately after I talked to them all the Edinburgh GPs got together and decided that they would never accept a private diagnosis and will need me to see the NHS specialists before they do anything. They won't listen to me and refuse to do anything or listen to my complaint any further. The NHS has not done any assessments for 18 months. Before that they were doing something like 30 or 40 assessments a year. The waiting list is over a thousand people long. I will legitimately be waiting an entire life time to see someone. Now I am stuck paying for something that helps me but I can barely afford as a student on a tiny stipend.
The GP has no sympathy. Ballenden house aren't doing anything at all to support me. I feel like crying every day. I already struggle with my mental health and this makes it worse. I don't know what to do. I need someone to help me but all these groups that I assumed are supposed to sort of help my mental health just cause even more suffering. It is cruel. It feels unfair. I tried to do the right thing. I have been waiting for an NHS assessment for 4 years. I want to scream.
"Zero chance of ever getting an ADHD assessment"
About: Edinburgh Health & Social Care Partnership Edinburgh Health & Social Care Partnership General practices in Lothian General practices in Lothian Edinburgh EH16 4SA
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