"Shocked "

Went for routine bloods and this showed issues with my sugar levels and cholesterol which i half expected nurse didn't mention anything else on the matter to my horror saw i was referred to haematology unit at Ormskirk ( saw this on my Patient access and nhs app ) This was for issues with my white blood cells advised i couldnt travel there so i was referred again to a nearer centre , so imagine my panic when i receive an email from a haemo-oncolgy unit for my appointment scared isnt the half of it . Cant even get online unless its 7am to try and book further bloods to see if my levels have come down a bit as advised in my occupational health referral this morning