I've used Breathing Space a few times in the past and generally have found it helpful, especially when there's nowhere else to turn.
I use the webchat function because I cannot make a call. I wonder if mental health support services realise how incredibly difficult/impossible many of find talking and prefer typing?
Anyway, webchat has always been a hit or a miss re availability and I gave up attempting contact some time ago because of this, which was distressing and frightening.
Last week, I felt close to crisis point. The local CMHT seem completely disinterested and my relationship with my therapist had collapsed. I had absolutely nowhere to turn and I was frightened by the direction of my thoughts.
It took me 4 days of trying during the webchat window to see the magical "available to chat" icon which gave me a sense of relief. The chat interface has changed and it became impossible to have a conversation with the advisor (who seemed very good as most are) because every time I clicked "send", the cookie pop-up came across the screen. I found that turning my phone seemed to help but it became hugely distressing and completely ruined my ability to communicate with the advisor. I did inform him of the problem which he said would be noted but when I tried to tell him I couldn't continue with the chat because I was becoming so upset, the message would not send and I had to, after at least 12 attempts, click the "end chat" option. By this time, I was incredibly anxious and distressed...with nobody to talk to.
This change in interface could have had tragic consequences as I really was at the end of my tether after days and days of trying to access help.
There used to be an immediate feedback option which now doesn't seem to exist so this seems my only way of communicating how this software change may cause harm.
Seeking mental health support is difficult enough. I truly believe I'll never use Breathing Space again. They've saved my life on one occasion at least. Please don't tell me contact Samaritans etc because I don't trust them.
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