"Discharged - told that I need more specialised support."

I've been engaged in psychotherapy for 4 years, attending weekly appointments (sometimes twice weekly). I waited over 2 years for help, and in this time, exhausted all other support options.

Recently I was discharged. I didn't know it was coming. I feel so alone and afraid and that I'm not worth helping. I asked why, and was told that I need more specialised support. This support doesn't exist in the area without costing money. If it does exist, I can't find it.

I struggle daily to live. I need someone to remind me and help prepare food otherwise I struggle to eat, and sometimes don't eat for days. Personal care is also severely neglected. I spend most of my days unable to do anything. 

I try my best to keep going, and learn and grow and improve but something as simple as getting milk from the shop takes so much out of me I can't do anything else that day.

I don't know what to do.