"Unhelpful service"

I’ve spoken To 2 people in the service. 2 assessments. Both came to nothing, as they feel a diagnosis is not beneficial.

Not beneficial to who? For me it would absolutely be beneficial. To finally know what is wrong with me after all these years of trying to tell doctors it’s not just anxiety and depression, that these constant excessive moods swings are not normal and this chronic feelings of emptiness are not normal.

You know those nightmares where you’re screaming but no one can hear you? That’s exactly what my life feels like. I’ve had enough. At this point in time I'd rather die than ever ask for help ever again. I’ve been shown by the EWS and SPA that I’m completely on my own to deal with this, after already stating I had no one else to help or depend on. Fat lot of nothing.