"Feeling unable to ask for the help I need"
About: Nottinghamshire Healthcare NHS Foundation Trust / Adult mental health (inpatient) Nottinghamshire Healthcare NHS Foundation Trust Adult mental health (inpatient) NG3 6AA
Posted by hector (as ),
I am feeling more suicidal over the past few weeks.
I did speak to a member of staff at the involvement centre and they got me to phone my care co-ordinator but I was not able to express the thoughts properly that I am having.
Over the past two weeks I have found that I am acting on my thoughts more and have overdosed three times as well as self harmed, but have not been able to tell anyone or seek medical advice as I feel that the people will hate me. I suffer from severe depression and borderline personality disorder.
I feel that I need to have a stay in hospital before I become just another statistic of a successful suicidal attempt, but how do I get the care co-ordinator to understand how desperate I feel?