"Worries during pregnancy"

So I’m 12+3! 

This pregnancy wasn’t planned. I was a designated dog mum self proclaimed. When I found out I was pregnant I was shocked however extremely excited. It’s a big deal. Me and my partner have been totally beside each other the whole way. 

I had my first appointment with my midwife and a lot of forms. I disclosed about my rocky childhood and how I was placed in care nearly ten years ago. Due to the violence in my family home. I suffered a bit of a mental health breakdown due to some personal issues which led me to believe Id be better off not living. 

Fast forward since 2015, I’m now finishing my social science degree, in a great relationship, living with my parents at the moment the relationship can be somewhat strained however civil. My midwife has referred me to social services and instantly it’s played on my mind I’m now doubting myself as a mother and it feels like the midwife sees me as a risk. She didn’t ease any worries about my pregnancy now with this I feel even worse. Are the going to take my baby ?