I was taken into a room by a counsellor and was shocked to find another counsellor waiting for us. I was expecting only one on one, and this immediately threw me.The assessment was done by both of them together, which was really difficult, because I couldn't focus on both of them. Felt they were ganging up on me. One of them asked some questions which can be summed up by:
Do you feel special for having visions and seeing things, because everyone's a little kooky, aren't they?
You realise that all of this is inside your own head, and just your perception of the world?
You present too well, and you are very articulate, therefore you must be ok really.
I felt unheard and unseen and very judged. I felt that one counsellor in particular was not on my side. I felt to them I was just a statistic, and unless I had an actual gun to my head, I was beneath their notice.
There was a complete lack of empathy and understanding.
At the end they gave me a list of 'fun things to do' (!) and a referral to CBT counselling. I had already explained that I had had CBT several times and it did nothing for me. At the end I just closed up and said yes to everything because I felt very uncomfortable and that the session had been a complete waste of time. I felt embarrassed that I had opened up to them. I left feeling worse than before I had gone in, and wished I hadn't gone.
"An assessment interview"
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