"Useless"

5 Referrals from my doctors surgery with a suspected blood clot. I have been in agony for 4 months now. Deteriorating each day. Only this week (4 months later) was i given a scan. Each doctor i saw at the hospital has said there's absolutely nothing wrong with me and spoken down to me. Each time i have left embarrassed and in tears. No sympathy or help from any of your ambulatory care staff. When I asked for pain relief i was told i did not need it. Blood results have gone missing meaning i have had to repeat the tests 5 times at Watford and twice in St Albans. Still in agony and have been told by you to stop going back.