"Terrible"

I waited 3 months for an emergency appointment and finally got one on my birthday.. quite depressing. I was suicidal, depressed and had anxiety. The appointments are terrible I usually have one every 5-6 weeks, I was asked to come at a later time because they were ‘so busy’ and then mg appointment was cut short. Today I had one , I went and there was nobody there. I waited for 20 minutes and I left, wasn’t wasting anymore time. I’ve asked to be referred to a different mental health service. I do not recommend Camhs, they don’t want to be there they don’t help af all. They won’t put me on antidepressants and ive been told that I need a psychiatric evalutatuon for the past 4 months yet it still hasn’t happened. Highly unsatisfief they make you feel like you’re doing everything for attention and put words into your mouth when you can’t explain something.