I was admitted in April 2017 as an emergency referral from my GP after displaying symptoms which indicated a possible stroke or TIA.
I am not a good patient, and would hate to have to treat someone like me. Hospitals frighten me and, in particular, needles and the associated pain terrifies me. Some members of staff were excellent and compassionate and I am deeply grateful to them: others, frankly, were not. Whilst admitting my own culpability, I was a terrified and vulnerable patient and I feel that some members of staff fell far short of the professionalism I could reasonably expect.
I found it very difficult to get information from staff: I felt that their approach was to infantilise me and treat me like a naughty child. I felt like a prisoner and I resent the fact that staff were reluctant, or downright refused, to engage with me when I expressed the fact that I just wanted to get out. I was not given proper information or support about my rights to refuse treatment despite raising this as an issue. One doctor informed me that nursing staff had indicated that they did not think I should be released because of my mental state. I was genuinely afraid that they would have me sectioned if I did not cooperate. When the psychiatrist examined me, she found me to be in perfectly good mental health: not your average patient, and one who has extreme reactions to the prospect of pain etc, but within the boundaries of rational behaviour in my own way.
For the four days I was in hospital, I felt isolated and helpless at the hands of bureaucracy and staff some of whom I felt could only see their own blind faith in the 'system' and who equated 'medical advice' with divine revelation which a mere patient had no business in questioning.
"Approach of staff"
About: Crosshouse Hospital / Combined Assessment Unit (CAU) Crosshouse Hospital Combined Assessment Unit (CAU) KA2 0BE
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