"its been 9 months, still waiting for referral..."

I have been referred by my new GP as I have moved from London around 10 months ago to Manchester and I had an operation for a squint in my eye in London but it do not work properly and now I have developed again and its been 9 months that I am waiting for a first visit appointment from to this hospital every time I call, them to find out they say that I am still in the waiting list looks like a joke to me now what kind of waiting list is which never reaches to my name I feel like killing my self sometimes as this squint has changed my whole life to the worst, my London experience was much much better as I was seen every 6 weeks and the operation date was given to me fairly fast as well but, this time around it looks like it will be years before anything can be done, I don't know whom to talk to or what other way to push this matter further I really am lost in my way and my life, I can't go back to London as too as I don't have a postal address to get a referral back to that GP so that they could send me back to my old hospital. if any one from the hospital management can help please do so,

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