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I had my first appointment with midwife . I’m high risk pregnancy. I’ve felt no support. My first scan is in August that will be my 12 week scan . Next appointment wi midwife is September. I’ve had problems wi spotting and have rang up only to be told if I get pain or blood down my leg . To go A&E .I have had a miscarriage last year . I’ve had to pay for 2 private scans to be told only a sac can be seen . I was under epu b4 . Didn’t get treated wi respect or care . So I don’t want to go though that again. I feel like when ur losing a pregnancy no one seems to care . And that you are mixed with pregnant people. . Im been treated like a normal healthy pregnancy. . . When im not . I have lost faith. I need to be seen . But don’t want to b treated wi no care or disrespect .