"Feeling ignored and unwanted"

I've been going through a lot in the last 10 years and I feel utterly alone and a burden. I have been with this surgery since I was born and I've not really had much to complain about until now. The 'old guard', so to speak, were utterly brilliant. Unfortunately, after a retirement, I have been assigned from GP to GP and all of them have never given me the care I need. What's worse is I have gone away with the distinct impression they would rather I didn't make an appointment. My concerns, questions and feeling of despair have been dismissed or ignored, like I'm some kind of crazed hypochondriac.

The type of things that have been happening are major hospitalisations that should have killed me. I don't know why this is happening and I can't find an answer? Everyone seems too busy or it's to difficult to figure out. I'm not sure if this is the right opinion to have, but I don't care about finding out what's wrong with me anymore. I would change GPs, to try an find an answer, but what would that achieve? It's certainly not like the television shows. I don't feel like there's someone that cares or is interested in figuring out this puzzle.

I will just continue trying to live as clean and healthily as possible, and hope that I get to watch my kids grow up. I'm fed up of eating tablet after tablet, and getting no answers or support.