"Poor"

After been referred to parkside middlesbrough everything was great my coordinator was really good at making things calm and he listened to me even though it is very hard for me to express my feelings things were good until the cannot make it this week then even longer now they won't even call back after been told they would I find it very hard to express how I am feeling and to be pushed aside as it that's it you got your meds even though I have not had any checkups to see how they work I've had blood tests and ecg but once again no report I feel as if I'm been just left alone and forgotten I ferl like just throwing my meds away and let things take there corse iv had enough of been pushed aside all my life iv been waiting for a asd assessment for about 14 months and that don't help sorry but I feel my emotions are on overload