So I have been a drug user for 8 years been in and out of the service for that about of time trying to get help as I was taking cocaine, but I suppose I just wasn’t ready to give up. All the inclusion staff was amazing trying to help me stop but I just wasn’t ready. I lost my dad on Christmas Day 9 years ago and that’s when I got hooked on to drugs so because I was using and didn’t want to give up it lead to me losing my 3 kids. I thought I wouldn’t ever get them back till they was 18, so like I did I carried on using and it got really bad as to using every day, then as soon as I got up I was using.
I lost all my family so I look at it I had nothing to live for so I carried on using until October last year. That's when it all changed as I gave birth to my gorgeous son. I didn’t know I was pregnant until I give birth, that’s when it really hit me and I wanted to stop, My son is currently in foster care, I'm currently fighting to get him home. I have stopped using cocaine since October 2020. I am very pleased with how I have come along with the help of Lee and Kerry from the service, as next month I will currently be a year clean. My journey has been up and down and sometimes I have wanted to give up but my kids are more important which I have realised and that’s why I have chosen to stop. If you have a desire to stop I believe you can do it.
"As of next month I will be a year clean"
About: Inclusion Visions Thurrock (Drug & Alcohol Recovery Service) Inclusion Visions Thurrock (Drug & Alcohol Recovery Service) Thurrock RM17 6NB
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