The clinical lead of crisis services spoke very rudely to me when I was in a very dark place and not feeling strong enough to stand up for myself. I expressed I was suicidal... and they said they did not believe me... told me I was just trying to get help.
I shut down at this point as I knew my resources had been cut off.
It is widely understood that a BPD diagnosis evokes a lot of stigma, also from clinicians are they do not yet understood how to treat it. However it is been responded to by discharging patients and labelling them as help-seekers, just as the clinical lead of the crisis team did.
Afterwards I felt unable to even access crisis support as this nurse had just written that I am not suicidal on my notes. How could I access help after that... and so I took all the medicine I had. I have no memory after that of what happened. I woke up in hospital and walked away once I had physical strength again.
I feel that the crisis team and mental health service in York are in need of change. People are being neglected, ignored, pushed away and given labels that don't belong to them.
"Mental Health Stigma... even by the lead clinicians"
About: Adult mental health / York Access and Crisis Adult mental health York Access and Crisis YO30 7BY Adult mental health / York Home Based Treatment Adult mental health York Home Based Treatment YO30 7BY
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