I have struggled with my mental health ever since I was a teenager and I eventually took the decision to seek help last year, and I was subsequently assessed for psychotherapy, following a very difficult period in my job. However, the team came to the conclusion that I was not ready for therapy and that I should go away, socialise more, and improve my confidence in order for me to be able to undertake therapy successfully. What's more they will not accept a referral until at least a year has passed. This has left me totally stunned. What kind of a system casts people aside and will not help them? I have been begging for help alongside battling severe anxiety and suicidal thoughts. The service are aware of all of this from the formal complaint I submitted yet their response is to say improve your confidence and socialise more. I have battled these feelings since I was a teen so I can safely say these things cannot change overnight. It can take years to help bring about change. I am an NHS worker myself and I strive to give my patients my all. Yet I feel like I am not worthy of help, and even life sometimes. I feel I have less and less fight in me every day to carry on. And I would like to add that just because I can muster the strength to drag myself out of bed every morning does not mean that I am not struggling; this has been implied by some in the industry. And what is appalling is that there is so many others in the system in my position. Please help us. We are just as worthy of treatment as those will a broken leg or appendicitis.
"Battling severe anxiety"
About: Royal Cornhill Hospital / Adult mental health Royal Cornhill Hospital Adult mental health Aberdeen AB25 2ZH Royal Cornhill Hospital / Psychotherapy Royal Cornhill Hospital Psychotherapy Aberdeen AB25 2ZH
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