"Don’t see the point of this useless surgery"

Impossible to get an appointment. Saw the pharmacist when I was meant to see a doctor. Have ongoing health issues and possible goitre. Been waiting for an endoscopy referral only to find out having waited for over two weeks that letter has not even been sent by drs. I am unable to swallow currently and have pain in my throat. But hey ho a dr will call me at his convenience so all should be well! I think this surgery picks and chooses whom it wants to give Carr to and whom it couldn’t less about. I feel let down but them. And drs don’t want to listen to my ailments (as long as bloods show I’m in range ) I am resorting going private although not sure how I will afford it only to restore my sanity