"5 weeks surgical abortion"

I am 39 years old i have 2 daughters 7 and 5 i found out 3 weeks ago i was expecting it was not a gud news as i been through alot in the past and having a baby in the age of 40 was behond anything. I just recently started working so i could give my two daughters better life anyways i ran to the gp. Ask them for referal i was sent to marry stoppie in ealing west london. But in my scan nothing was showing as it was early due to pain in stomach i got scared thinking its ectopic. So i ran to harlington hospital gratefully after internal scan it was confirmed its normal pregnancy. In my last visit they booked me in for 12/07/2019 so i wanted to go for Surgical. The fear of abortion was a nightmare i was up every morning around 4am from past 10 days i read all the reviews of ppl some good some bad. Anyways today i went in done my scan than the nurse i met she was dam good i had a good laugh with her i wanted her in the surgery room but as she was busy she couldnt come. So than i was taken into the threater was interduced to the gentleman who gave me sadation and doc who was going 2 do the surgery. I was so frighten by the whole thing. Anyways soon as they gave me sadation i fell a sleep and after 10 mins i was out of the theather and moved into the lounge with other ladies. They checked my blood preassure and offered me tea with biscuts. I must say the entire team was good and so kind and understanding. Gave pain killers and antibiotics and warm heat pan i didnt feel anypain i was nice and relaxed. Even the sadation worn off after 10 mins. I did hug one of the nurse before i left. So anyone whos afraid all im gonna say u will be ok your in safe hands. Dont think about all the things could go wrong rather think abt all the gud things could happend to you. Anyways i am gratefull for each and everyone who treated me well and made me feel less stressed and made the whole exp painfree. Thank you so much for everything i appricate everything you guys have done for me today.