"Mental health help and experience of GP"

I came requesting help and medication and feel I was abandoned. for over three years I have needed medication and help after the first referral  I was sent to mind a charity without healthcare expertise and I felt abandoned although even they agreed I need to be medicated and professional help.

after first-year things got worse ending  on sanctions after two years won my appeal but cannot be paid as need a backdated certificate which the doctor refuses to give. leaving me in a position where I'm  scared I feel I am about to lose all and end on the streets after this bombshell was dropped.  they  referred me to mental health team who called the day after I was suicidal.  my life has been made hell with no real future improvement foreseeable