"A and E experience"

After feeling Very low at Home for a number of days I prsented to a and e feeling suicidal due to lack of sleep from pain and problems suffering from poor mental heath for a number of years I understand my triggers and warning sign...once arrived I was told I had 2 options I could take some pain killers and try and get a sleep or go and sit in the waiting room on my own until they could deal with me! I chose pain relief after a number of hours a doctor came asked me my problem did some check and told me I was medically fit to go home even before being assessed by the raid team! ! I refused to leave because I felt I was a danger to myself if I was to go as I was so low and in so much pain I had stated I would rather be dead than in the pain...after raid came they did excellent found me a bed and since being admitted to the ward I feel safe and starting to feel comfy with the correct pain relief